On Sunday at about 4 p.m. or so, the realization just snapped into me. It was like a tree branch snapping in half and I was awake instantaneously.
What the hell was I doing?
I couldn’t believe how far I have drifted away so much so that I almost forgot where I was heading.
It was fun at the beginning but it wasn’t what I was supposed to pursue. I haven’t been distracted for a long time, so it came to me as such a nice break.
I’ve learned a lot, but I’ve got to get going.
I will never lose my direction again. I will always focus on my journey.
I will update my plans for myself.
I will pay more attention to myself.
I will take care of myself again.
I will be more kind to myself.
I will respect myself more and know where my boundaries are.
I will protect myself.
I will love myself better.
I will treat myself better.
I will become better.